January 5,

So I'd say that I'm about half-way packed. :) I'm about to head off to work all day, hopefully when I come back at 5 I can finish stuffing my bags. ;)

Thank you to whoever was praying for me, God took me by the hand and lead me though this hard time. I just really didn't understand why the right thing had to be so hard. But, now that I've done what I knew was right, I feel an amazing sense of peace. But that peace didn't come without tears and heart ache. I'm just so thankful to be where the Lord wants me. The joy that it gives is ...perfect.

So, I'm leaving tonight for a 17 hour trip. I'm exhausted and I feel like I'm coming down with something cause my throat really hurts, hopefully I will be alert and be able to help with the driving a lot.

Here is a song that has meant a lot to me the last few days...

I'm Letting Go Lyrics

My heart beats standin' on the edge
My feet have finally left the ledge

Like it, I go by
There's no turning back

(Chorus)
I'm letting go
Of the life I've planned for me,
And my dreams
I'm losing control
Of my destiny
It feels like I'm fallin in
That's what it's like to believe
So I'm letting go

This is a giant leap of faith
Trusting, I'm trying to not break

I feel I'm leaping on,
Beyond my comfort zone

(Chorus)

Giving in to gravity
Boy you are whole in me
I'm not afraid

(Chorus)

It feels like I'm falling in,
This is the life for me

And I'm letting go

Whoa yeah

It feels like I'm fallin in
That's what it's like to believe

It feels like I'm falling in,
This is the life for me